On my eating and my "wants"

As much as I been trying to ignore it eating is such a huge part of getting fit, I could work out everyday but if I go home and eat half pizza I'm only hurting myself and wasting my time which to me is precious so even though is a constant battle I decided to record my eating not only here but on Instagram made its own account and everything so people on my regular Instagram wouldn't hate me :) I also Snapchat my baby sister and my friend Jessica to annoy keep track.

Last week

I won't go into detail because let's face it that's boring but I will say that keep accountable is the only thing that stops me from stuffing my face with sourpatch candy.

Anyways on other news I cleaned out and re organize my closet this weekend not only that but I have no laundry to do as of right now ooooh aahhh I know right?! awesome! how did I do that well after looking at piles of laundry to the point it was ridiculous I decided it was time to get it over with and got myself a little happy helper known as T.

As I was folding clothes I told T I want to "reward" myself if I keep going to the gym and here are some of my wants a perfect white Tee, this classic black swimsuit or this one ooor maybe this one?

Well here's to not eating my way through the week :) 

Why is it dark and cold in the mornings?

Guess who got up this morning?!
ME!
That's who!
yep yep yep I'm extra proud because it was stinking cold and dark this morning and it didn't take that much to get out of bed only like 2 snoozes :)
Regardless today is the first Monday of the year and since one of my new year resolutions was to get fit (cliche but hey you do what you gotta do) and by fit I don't mean skinny I mean toned, agile and more energized. I decided to do the same thing I did after I had Celeste to wake up stupid early and work out why? Because I saw results, I went from being in the 200s back to my regular weight in 3ish months. Sorry about the after picture is the only one I could find :/ I gots a big butt

Look at that belly! 

Sadly my biggest problem like every human is my love for food, and not comfort food like homemade but sweet processed fattening food so another goal is to not eat processed food. Hopefully as I get better at not eating drive-thru I will start eating cleaner too. But lets not get crazy...baby steps :)

Honestly if I could stop drinking coke for more than four days I say thats a win haha.

Now I been a gym member for about 3-4 months and I went regularly for two months but the holidays came around and out the window it went :) 

And to show you guys I mean business I taken a before picture of myself and in exactly 90 days I will post the before and after.

Wish me luck!